Seriously, sometimes decisions are so difficult to make. I cannot make decisions easily. When I'm asked what I want or my opinion I always ask about the other person's wants or opinion first.
I don't understand why I'm always worried about what people think or what they would prefer before I give my opinions or wants. I know I'm a people-pleaser, I just don't know why it's so difficult.
Today is not a good day for me. Been feeling really low, depressed for a few days now. Today it's just not good. I want to hide away from everyone. But, I didn't completely do that today. I went to dinner with my family to celebrate my birthday. Yes, it was my birthday earlier this week.
Anyway, back to decisions. I don't want to make them.
Sorry, I know this is short. I can't write at the moment there are pieces falling off me and I need to try to clean up the mess.... yes, bad mood and depressed.
Welcome to my life.