John 16:33 NIV
Today is a confusing day for me. I've run the gambit of emotions throughout the year and I believe it's just the way things are going to be. God will give me the peace I need no matter what I do or what happens in my life. It's the only way for me.
It's not that the day has been terrible, actually, it's been a good day. It's just the daily battle in my head. The tiny voices that scream at me telling me negative things.
Some days I wonder if this blog matters to anyone, but then there's those days where I just don't care if it does or not.
So, I sit here wanting to be positive and bring something good to the online world, but it's just not happening tonight. Luckily, there should be a tomorrow for me.
Watching the movie The Christmas Miracle, the end has a great speech given by a lead character Joseph (played by Dan Payne). It sums up the fact that you need to make sure you let people know they are important to you, no matter what the situation. In the good and in the bad.
So, take what I've said for what you want. It's the random scattered thoughts in my head right now. Trying to get focused some days are difficult.
BTW, I'm trying to complete my own 100 days.... wish me luck. I'm sure I'll miss one here or there, but I'm going to try.